Sunday, August 2, 2009

Today i don't have mood to talk about anything. So i'll just shortcut here and there. Yesterday, i so damn no mood just because of $100. Lame right. Ya, whole day!! Then today went east coast and eat breakfast and ended up unhappy also. Damn it la!! Haiz whatever la....

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Thursday, July 23, 2009

Hahas all thanks to my ah fren, i've learn to let things go easily. You know, today when i want at my house the void deck. I saw many children playing around the playground with so much laughter. It makes me feel like XIN FU. Yes it's xing fu the feeling i feel. Anyway, i don't think anyone can understand how i feel. =D But today is real fun. Played volleyball with my girlfriends. Whole lot of fun and hope yan qin ... will be ok..hahas. Study programme damn sian. Chemistry to me is like woah!! Then go buy that big ballon.. arghs so damn pai seh. OMG la tmr need bring to school.. Haiz. Btw ah jun will be reading this today bah hahas! Welcome. Wonder why i wana let you read right? Well mainly b'cause i think that i let things go easily hahas. Chim right? Hahas ok la. But you ignore the other things ok. =D

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Monday, July 20, 2009

Damit fucker!!! I really regretting being a good girl in everyone's eye. It's far too tiring to do this... and it sucks.. Can't i just depend on someone else to do my job? i just said as a suggestion and i kena scolding.. Why must you ask a busy person to do some job and not ask a person who is so free to complete it? WHY. I'm really tired ok. I today purposely wake up at 430 in the morning to complete my homework and so on. Also kena scolding.. WHY. I never do anything wrong ok. You make me no time to do my homework so i will just have to reduce my sleeping time and wake up early. That's all!!! ANYTHING WRONG? Ya la ya la. Only you are right la. And i'm always wrong. I might as well quit school and become maid at home not better. More relax somemore. Everything i do is wrong. FOREVER!!!! I HATE YOU!!. You also never even praise me when i get good results. All you say is only " not good enough" that's all you say. I'm also your daughter ok!

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Sunday, July 19, 2009

This blog is written for solely my mum.

For your information, i am a human. It's not like i can do everything OK. I also need rest. I know your leg hurts and it's inconvenience for you to do anything. But i am really trying to struggle for air out here. Does anyone ever know? Damn it, you're my mum OK. If you don't understand then who will? I am racing with time so hard until i feel like dieing already. You know? NO, and you not only don't understand but still keep on adding weight on me making me run slower and slower until i am so behind time and it's going to lose the race with time. It's difficult to understand but this is what i can compare with. Plus i everyday also don't have enough rest, tims to do homework and no time to go out. Is this fair to me? NO. Why cant i just be like other kids? Good results, good brain, good life and good FREEDOM? I HATE my life, i hate everything. If only i could drop everything down and just fly to heaven. Or hell i also don't mind if i could feel the lighten of weight... Last thing to update you mum, i'm taking O' level this year and it's coming in less than half a month... I'll hate you. I try to do a grand birthday party for you this year end and this is what you give me. Good, just damn good. Thanks alot...

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Friday, July 17, 2009

What is friendship? Btw how does friendship break up? Both friends will think the other is busy and will not contact each other thinking it might be disturbing to the other party. Ad time passes, both friends will think "let the other one contact me first"... After some time, each will think " ehy shiuld i contact first?" From here onwards, the friendship will be converted to hate. Finally, the memory becomes weak dur to the lack of contact. And they will forget each other! "" Friendship is like gold. Without polishing, it becomes dull. Whereas if you take care if it, it'll shine like the brightest star."" This is the process of breaking up the treasured friendship. Haiz,, whatever it is... today have been a tired day for me to go thru.. btw tmr i watching harry potter.. hahas. I damn tired so will blog till here.

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